for somebody na nasanay ng malungkot eh nakakapanibago maging masaya...

but Im starting to get the hang of it na naman, maaliwalas na mundo ko and outlook ko sa life eh mas malinaw na as far as love is concerned...

ganito pala talaga maging happy , its a little weird pero it feels good ...

di na kami close ng loneliness ngayon , though minsan eh dinadalaw dalaw nya me eh saglit lng , minsan kasi corny na masaya lng lagi so para may drama eh kelangan maging malungkot once in a pink moon :)

but as always the world is full of wonderful things naman so Im never gonna run out or reason naman to smile and be happy ...

Im sorting my mails sa outlook kasi wiz na me space and I found this advices na bigay samin ni Ruthy dati and I must say na Ive come to the point na I agree sa lahat ng ito at napatunayan ko na sila lahat to be true...

1.Don’t save unhealthy relationships.  It’s not worth it.
2.You can forgive a monster without going back in his arms.
3.If you can’t forgive the monster, ask God to help you forgive.
4.When you’re down and lost, pray hard and return to God.  Because if you trust everything to the Lord, He will find a way.
5.Love is a risk….always play the game.

with regards yung kay God eh  more na ang faith ko sa kanya now na HE wont give me anything na diko kakayanin, lahat naman ng test na binigay nya saken eh napasa ko , pero merong mangilan ngilan na muntik ng ibagsak pero kinaya pa din at napasa..hehe..

yun lng po.

I kinda missed blogging na pala...lalalalalala...

"maybe hes not really for you

like i wasnt.

that too shall pass..."

Im a lil pissed ryt now, aside from my allergy ulit sa fez dahil sa peeling eh cant get over the fact na I was called a spoiled brat!!! GRRRRR!!! I fucking hate it. So sick and tired of him calling me that everytime na lng na mabadtrip ako sa kanya!!! I admit it na I can be very unreasonable some times na Im a bit immature , he always brings out the worst in me kaya ka bad trip...

Then there's EX naman who claims to know me , he said I act like a kid minsan and dat I need a lot of care daw, reminded him na he doesnt know me well, he said na how can I say dat daw eh we've been together  for some time so he knows me well daw,ewan ko lng sa kanya ha! Im his personal shrink pa din  which is ok naman as I really enjoy listening naman and giving out damn good advices na sometimes dko alam kung san ko nakukuha ...its a whole lot easier to try and sort out other pipz' problem than fix my own worries eh ,but the thing is he aint listening naman to any of it sabi nya bahala na daw if he ends up getting hurt and crying kasi andito naman daw ako lagi...for more confidence level to the nth power noh!oh well vowel...

was having a good day pa man din kanina as I had another one of my make up sessions with marty, he likes kasi doing my make up kasi la daw me arte..hehe..in short eh uto uto so had pictorial na naman...kaya enjoy!!! Ü

last friday naman eh I had another bonding session with the lekats babes and had so much fun sa OT bar ,nag videoke kami and we dint care abt the pipz around kasi they dint care din naman eh..kebz lng sila...we each had cocktail drink din bsta so so fun cya...naalis pag ka bad trip ko dat nyt...thanks gurls...Ü...sana next time eh whole lekat na maka bonding namin...

greet ko din empre ang 2 naming ka lekat na si drew and dont cha for winning the silver award for their hard work sa proect nila...so so proud of them...

and also happy boitday din kay ewoi and bayona ÜÜÜ

wish ko lng sana eh more bdays with the lekats...hehe...

[12:05] B: why di na lang kaya chellie nickname mo
[12:06] G: mas like ko michiko eh
[12:06] B: mas like ko mit
[12:06] G: bitin naman mit eh
[12:07] B: okay lang bitin paran tayo

[14:19] B: sino miss mo?
[14:20] G: huh?
[14:22] B: stat msge
[14:23] G: ah..nye
[14:23] G: yan kasi play sa playlist ko ryt now eh
[14:23] G: i miss you
[14:23] G: ng incubus
[14:23] B: ah okay
[14:23] B: kala ko ako

[14:37] B: that im fallin for her
[14:37] G: i kinda know naman how u are wen ur falling na eh
[14:37] B: oo nga noh
[14:38] B: im sure you can tell din kung somebody is falling for me
[14:38] G: i can
[14:38] G: but i cant be too sure
[14:38] G: u i know , her i dont know eh
[14:38] B: you think she's really fallin for me like what she's been sayin
[14:38] G: she could be
[14:38] G: she seem sincere naman
[14:39] B: she could be not
[14:39] G: but then again she is still with her bf
[14:39] B: and i can be just flirting too
[14:39] G: yeah
[14:39] B: who cares about the bf
[14:39] B: since wen did that stop the " " brothers

[14:39] G: well may point ka
[14:40] G: dat never stopped u naman nga
[14:40] B: u dint have a boyfriend then diba
[14:40] B: tama ba?
[14:41] G: dont cha remember anything abt our past?
[14:41] B: it was bliss kasi eh
[14:41] B: hehe
[14:41] G: utut mo

[14:42] B: what do you think i should do wit my EX
[14:42] G: depends
[14:42] G: do u still love her
[14:42] G: do u still want her back
[14:42] B: i still love her
[14:42] B: like i still love you
[14:43] G: u dont love me..u never did ..wel u tot u did
[14:43] B: i tot i did
[14:43] B: i deserve that i guess
[14:43] G: yeah

[14:45] B: its pathetic to even think that chellie and i have something more than that
[14:45] B: im just in for a joyride with chellie thats all
[14:47] B: i even have a date for this coming holy week

[14:48] B: if youre an asshole magnet, im a babe magnet
[14:48] B: heheh
[14:48] G: well, im a babe ur ryt abt that
[14:48] B: you were my babe

[14:49] B: i used to miss her
[14:49] G: used to?
[14:49] B: but now i seldom think about her
[14:49] G: eh di okai
[14:49] B: maybe because im loaded for now
[14:49] G: at least now ur not lonely na dba
[14:50] B: in not lonely
[14:50] B: i have my friends
[14:50] B: my you-know-whats
[14:50] B: and i have you
[14:50] B: im loaded
[14:50] B: im not a chickboy
[14:50] B: i mean they come to me
[14:50] B: cant help it
[14:50] B: heheh
[14:51] G: dont u dare include me in ur long list of chicks ah!!!
[14:51] B: not if you wana
[14:51] B: you know me i dont force anybody

[15:08] B: seriously
[15:08] B: i like chellie a lot
[15:08] G: u do?
[15:08] B: yes
[15:08] B: she is special
[15:08] G: BUT?
[15:09] B: i think i tell that to everygirl i know
[15:09] B: heheh
[15:09] B: seriously
[15:09] G: u never told me that

[15:09] G: telecon na kami
[15:09] B: no buts
[15:09] B: she IS special
[15:09] B: i think i did too
[15:10] B: i said mit youre special and i love you but its all about the timing
[15:10] B: im an asshole
[15:10] B: gotta go now okay
[15:10] B: thanks
[15:10] B: catch you again porcupine
[15:10] Meebo Message: B is offline

this could be why I get so unlucky in love...I put up with guys like him...nuninuninuninuni...